adderall or nap?

2:30am. take another adderall? or take a nap? presentation at 8:30am, haven't started working on it. it shouldn't be hard, but i really don't want to do it. bah...

i'm tired of being sick. i've been living off of cough drops and abusing tissues for over three weeks now. at least i'm functional this point. thank god for advil cold and sinus.

i'm taking this week and next week off of work. my mom calls it a "sabatical." i call it "choosing graduating college over a crappy part time job." even if the crappy job pays the bills, it still doesn't pay much of them. i like to think of boyfriend and i as a two-income family but its more like a half income family and we each only make 1/4 of income and we still can't add them together to get a full income. i mean we live off loans and will be living off of a lot more loans next year when boyfriend goes to law school.

but whatever so i'm not working and i'm trying to get everything done for school. i'm not doing a very good job so far. i've pretty much spent the last 48 hours consuming myself with facebook and distracting myself with tv and anything else that comes along. so now i'm pretty much shit out of luck if i don't get my ass in gear. i did actually get one paper written today. so i suppose i was fairly productive.

i wrote an extra credit paper today on the movie Crash. Its so good. you should watch it. it should be called, Racism in L.A. but maybe that's just because i'm biased and that's what i was looking for in the movie.

anyway i wrote a paper about it today and i was thinking about posting some stuff from my paper. but in this deep southern college atmosphere race is a pretty touchy subject. well maybe i'll talk about it more next time.

i'm off. still not sure if i should take some more adderall or take a nap...