Umm hi?
Okay fine. I'm posting.
I have been trying for, oh, a week or so now, to post on a sports topic that I seem to be very passionate about. But nonetheless, I have kept the post in my drafts section and will continue to work on it until it makes sense.
So here I am, up at 3:30am, with class at 9:30am and a whole stupid assignment to do. I hate school. I am down to one summer C class, M W F at 9:30am and instead of feeling like I have so much more time now, I feel like my class is in the way of my summer fun (aka boozing and staying up till 6am every night).
Anywho, I have been really entertaining myself and procrastinating from one class, by reading all these interesting SG blogs.
I have found myself feeling really left out.
Its sad too because I'm probably older than most of the people with these SG blogs, or alot younger as I have found some SG junkies are actually older than me! eek! I guess cigarettes aren't the only thing that's hard to quit. (not entirely sure how SG is addictive, but the evidence is there so, who knows)
I've also found that a lot of people talk in circles. Sometimes I get really angry about things and like to share my point of view, but most of the time its just so pointless that I can't really choose a side to fight for. So then I let it go and move on and feel that ping of emptiness that comes with feeling left out.
Oh well I guess I'm done for now. Just wanted to say hi and whatnot.
Maybe I should get some work done seeing as how its almost 4am now...
I have been trying for, oh, a week or so now, to post on a sports topic that I seem to be very passionate about. But nonetheless, I have kept the post in my drafts section and will continue to work on it until it makes sense.
So here I am, up at 3:30am, with class at 9:30am and a whole stupid assignment to do. I hate school. I am down to one summer C class, M W F at 9:30am and instead of feeling like I have so much more time now, I feel like my class is in the way of my summer fun (aka boozing and staying up till 6am every night).
Anywho, I have been really entertaining myself and procrastinating from one class, by reading all these interesting SG blogs.
I have found myself feeling really left out.
Its sad too because I'm probably older than most of the people with these SG blogs, or alot younger as I have found some SG junkies are actually older than me! eek! I guess cigarettes aren't the only thing that's hard to quit. (not entirely sure how SG is addictive, but the evidence is there so, who knows)
I've also found that a lot of people talk in circles. Sometimes I get really angry about things and like to share my point of view, but most of the time its just so pointless that I can't really choose a side to fight for. So then I let it go and move on and feel that ping of emptiness that comes with feeling left out.
Oh well I guess I'm done for now. Just wanted to say hi and whatnot.
Maybe I should get some work done seeing as how its almost 4am now...

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